Thoughts which don't allow me to sleep.

I don't know how much more I should have done for you, I don't know and I will never know.  It's the expectations I guess which I shouldn't have kept or the push which I gave you always to do things for me. I have made you weep more than laugh and I believe I should weep more till I rise from this anxious saddening feeling where I am losing you, it's just that I couldn't make peace with myself that I have lost you. I can only promise to myself that I won't make you weep anymore. One thing I can guarantee you that you don't know how much I love you, I have never been able to portray that to you in a honest way, always my pride, my ego, my desire came in middle of it. I've promised a thing to myself that if I ever get a chance to show that love to you, I will, until then it stays with me in my heart, in my words, in my mind, until I get a chance to show it to YOU.   #ALetterWrittenToHerButNeverSent

P.S. Viewers discretion advised. A thought which was penned almost a year back on the result day of Indian election 2019. All the mentioned facts are "actually" facts. Today (23rd May '19) the National Democratic Alliance won with a majority for the second time (last won in 2014 election). Today it's a day where people of my country voted for something good and I hope I'm wrong and they are right. Many of my citizens voted because there was no face other than the one primal face representing NDA. Many others voted because the media compared this face with a highly incapable face representing UPA.  To those who voted them because of the new taxation scheme and due to demonetization, I would just like to say that the RBI governor and other private organization stated that this was a wrong move. The main motive of channeling the black money and decapitating the terrorist fund and many other motives mentioned was not successful we got an example for the latter part. ...

Ho paayega Kya hum se?  Kya hum chalaang maar paayenge Unn daftaro ki lambi makdi ke jaal se Kabhi socha nai tha ki ek kaagaz ka tukda Mere doston ki Desh bhakti jaanchega Kya wo mere jaise nai ho sakte hai? Inn kaagazo ke bina Kya Hum unhe, Hindustani nai kah sake? Kya yahi nai 1800 mein fayda liya Gaya tha angrezo ne apna? Ki hum bhul Gaye apne paanchvi kaksha ka ithihaas… Wohi ithishaas jo paanchvi mein chalu hokar  Dhasvi mein khatam hua tha "India's Freedom STRUGGLE" Kis prakar humare iss sankeernata ka fayda uthaya tha Shayad 150 saal ki gulami aur aneko ki kurbani Bhi humme ek nai Kar saki Ho paayega Kya humse phirse? -Hum sabke liye jo samay ke mujarim hai

Apne Ghar se jald baazi se Main apni manzil ki aur chalta raha Manzil tak pochne ke liye muje tezi se chalna tha Tezi se main chalta raha aur rail station pohoch gaya Waha kadi uss bheed ko dekh Kar mein murja gaya Narazgi iss baat ki thi ki muje baitne nai milega Narazgi iss baat ki thi ki uss bheed mein Jisme, mera jism ghut tha hai uss se ghuzarna tha Uss bheed se uss ghutan se  bina murjaye hue bina apni narazgi wyakt karte Mein apne manzil pohoch gaya Ye koi kamyabi nai thi  Ye toh mere har din ka safar tha Jab Manzil pohoch gaya tha  Meri nazar mere jhooto pe gayi  Phr apne aap pe Kya yahi meri Manzil hai? - To the Spirit of Mumbai and it's locals

Hum toh bas musafir hai Naa logon ne humme jaana  Naa Imarto ne humme pahechana  Chup chap mutti khol kar  Hum kaam karte rahe  Ek ke baad ek Imarte banate Gaye Unn Imarto ko naam diya gaya logon ka Naa un logon ne humme jaana Naa Imarto ne humme pahechana Hum toh bas musafir hai - Dedicated to migrant construction workers

I have seen/heard so much people calling out for a full fledged war against Pakistan. On their social media pages/accounts or  by showing their anger by hate videos or by being uncivilized and forcefully closing shops/malls or willingly closing them. I've heard people saying to stop the tourism in Kashmir (most of the tourism lies till Srinagar).  First of all closing and stopping shops/malls/autos/trains in Mumbai or any other city doesn't help in any way at all. Secondly there are many many and many things which we don't know. We don't know that JeM's leader who started JeM was a prisoner before 1999 and was left free because his team had hijacked an airplane in Nepal. We don't know that it was a convey of 2500 of our beloved armed forces who were going towards Srinagar and they chose the highway because for the past one week the highway has been closed due to snowfall. So we need to think over this that this decision was made within a week and to get 30kgs of...